Chinese students think twice about stay in Japan

Nowadays, Chinese students are taking wait-and -see approach toward studying in Japan because of fears about radiation and after shocks following the devastation earthquake and tsunami that struck the country. Many Chinese students are putting their studying plans on hold to avoid it. I concern about this topic because in front of the disaster, human's lives apears too weak. Although many universities in Japan state they were far from the earthquake stricken areas and have  postponed the date of new semesters in Apil in order to ease students' anxieties and attract more students to study in Japan, but we can not predict the future. Considering the recent nuclear emergencies, lots of students and their parents are worried about the current situation in Japan . Therefore, wait and see is the best choose Chinses students.Doing  it in such a way not lies in fears of death, but lies in we treasure our  lives. To everybody, life is only once. What's more, I  pray for those people who are suffering the pains of earthquake. In front of disaster which can not be avoided, the most significant thing that we should hold is love and unbearable pity to the suffering of mankind. We may not be able to hold a house, but we can hold a home; we may not be able to hold a book, but we can hold knowledge; we may not be able to hold a life, but we can hold love.

philosophy of Buddhism

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mononucleosis

     One of my American freind infected a strange disease recently , it is a virus called mononucleosis.  Its a long lasting virus that takes weeks to get rid of. It is also called the kissing diesease as thats how someone usually gets it. It effects the immune system, and puts the body into an unbalance the signature is that it makes the liver and spleen sweal in size. It also effects the neck usually giving the person a sore throat, and also drains energy from the body making the person weaker. The virus is also very contagious usually by oral transmission, like kissing and such is popular in young people which is why is caused the kissing diesease as that how most people get it. The doctor recommends that he should not  go to school to avoid getting others sick though it depends on how he feels he may or may not go. He  also has to avoid physical contact to his stomach as his enlarged organ are very sensitive to rupturing . The worse thing  is the diesease makes it very hard to rest for more than 30mins, and he need to keep myself hydrated and such as well. In my perspective, this kind of virus are terrible lie in it and not curel by effective medical treatment. The only thing that he can do is have enough rest , wait the immune system defend the virus and get over it eventually. Every person do not like the feeling of caught disease for that will cause the decline of one's quality of life. Therefore, we had better keep ourselves far from the bad habits and infective regions. I also wish him can get better soon.

Web design

      What is Web design? Web design involves using web browser or web software to display and to deliver content through the World Wide Web . Hand in hand with graphic design and system design, they link the overall layout by using graphic and programming. In this explosive age of information , nothing can has change human's lives more than the internet . With different levels of market demands and more companies launching their own websites,Web design job opportunities have increased. Numerous web designers often start their careers working as graphic designers. Sometimes a web producer developed a basic concept for the web page, it is the web designer's task to create a design that matches the producer's ideas.

      The work of Designing Web sites is not just about making pretty pages: It's about planning the site, creating easy-to-understand user interfaces, working with a team of people, understanding technologies, and managing client relationships. Creating a Web site is a process, and Web designers are involved every step of the way.

the two of my interviewee

Today I interviewed two people who work in the web design field:

        Viva Sherard, a Web designer and WIC Operations Specialist, works in the Office of Nutrition and WIC, Maternal and Child Health Program ,Georgia Department  of Community Health. He performs task or projects by himself and works in the Systems Unit. Jim Laraby is his manager. His customers are internal customers. They are individuals who work with him daily. His job concerns overseeing the Georgia WIC website. He is the liaison between the WIC Program and the official Public Health Web team. He interacts with the WIC staff to determine what the staff would like to add to the WIC website. He conveys the information to the web team. Because he has an IT degree, sometimes he designs the web page and gives the page to the website department to load on the server. His projects change throughout the year.

       Steven Snell is a self-employee web designer who works by himself at present in the company of Vandelay Website design located in central Pennsylvania . The company exists to help businesses and organizations build a stronger presence online.

He offers web design services, runs a web design blog, and sells resources to designers. He always has a heavy work load, but he has passion for his work. He is very selective about the clients he chooses to work with. Generally he looks for a project that interests him, something that he believes he can make a difference with (where his work will have a big impact) . Moreover, he looks for clients who will be good to work with.

The reason

         In today's oral communication class, the teacher asked us to find two similar resources and declare the reason of your choice. I prefer these two resources that related to coffee due to as the high race of our society, people feel more and more pressure in their daily life, at meantime, coffee is playing a significant role in our body. People usually use caffeine to keep them work in high spirit and full energy.  Caffeine might have a good name, but it could also turn out to be a personalized flag for issue of concern.

          In the essay, new research suggests that individuals who carry a so called “high-consumption” variation of either gene appear to drink more coffee,, relative to those who carry a “low-consumption” variant. I disagree this idea though it has proved by many experiments. In my perspective, gene only decides only small  parts of our behavior, the main reason lies in the environment that influence people’s action. If a person live in a region that with many people addict caffeine in their daily lives, he will become very easily fall in love with coffee to keep his energy in high level. Just like a famous proverb in China goes ,”When you fall in to red ink, you will be stained with red color.” Therefore, we can not ignore the effect of environment that around us. What’s more, in a sense you can say coffee and Ethiopia go together, drinking coffee outside the home is also seen a sociable activity in Ethiopia, you are never far from a coffee in this nation because it’s also the birthplace of coffee. From the statements above, I can draw a conclusion that coffee is not only plying a important role of people’s daily life, but also forming a trend of consumption nowadays and we developed the addiction of coffee both by gene as well as the environment’s influence

Only you pay more effort than others can you be appeared lightly

     Somebody understand something, somebody insist on something, but i wish somebody can learn something from here. Sometimes, only if you begin the first step, the follow insisting will lead to a success. There is no need to envy others, what others can achieve will be achieved by you as long as you pay efforts.  Determining to make a change and walk through instantly, we can do such  simple things as follows:
     First, one should get over the habit of doing things until the last day.  When one facing a task, he should hint himself in heart that he must begin to do it  today. Before doing it he can set a deadline of the degree for the task that he must finish.  The best attitude of doing things lies in do not be nervous , neither be relaxed too much, just make your state between the middle of the two sides.
      Next, one should insist on what he is doing and believe the insisting makes success. No one will be alone if he insists. Sawing a kind of thought, one will harvest a kind of action; sawing a action, one will harvest a habit; sawing a habit, one will harvest a character; sawing a character, one will harvest a fate.
      Actually, developing a kind of  habit that is not born with you needs one's struggling. The only one habit that born with us is lazy.

The meaning of traveling

In the evening, a friend asked me about my opinion on the meaning of traveling lies in fing ego. In my perspective,the meaning of travel lies in enrich oneself, make one know more about himself than ever as well as find the things that he is persuing. Because during the traveling, what one heard and saw will become an experience and good resourced. These splended experience will promote one think in deep, maybe that isso-called ." The more INK, the more THINK." After having more choices, one can choose the things that he want most, know what is he wants and what isn't he wants. What's more, to a person, his character have mutiple sides. One may perform different characteristic when he in different circumstance. When travel in another places, you can also dig out anew level of your character. These characteristic may not be appeared under the pressure of your work and study, maybe something deep in your unconsciousness. All in all, everybody is a thick book and need to be readed by a lifetime. The process of reading the book is the road of leaning oneself.

thinking about Chinese students think twice about stay in Japan

The news reported that Chinese students are taking a wai-t and -see approach toward studying in Japan beause of fear about radiation and after shocks followingthe devastation earthquake and tsunami that struck the country. This news makes me think that the economy in Japan will be declined seriously after that. In China, parentsall concern about their children's safty and health very much due to to One-Child policy. Almost every family only have one child. In front of the disaster,lives are appeared so weak. However, human can not against nature forever although with the rapid development of thetechnology. The only way that we can resort to is to respect the nature and try our best to avoid it. The most significant thing that we should hold is love and unbearable pity to the suffering of mankind.

Worry

Worry:
    There are too many things that make us feel worried. The older you get the more things that you must worried about.However, in general, there are two things in conclusion.
    The first things is that we can not prepare it sufficiently, such as exam, performance, work oppotunity and so on. We worry about these things because we are afraid of doing the things faliure. There are too may cause to get faliure, but the root of faliure is having not prepared well. Having not review enough, having not make exertion on the exam, having not sufficient materials. having not experiences, having not timge to concentrate the reviewing.  But what we can do when the warried feeling coming to us? The most effective method is to assort action instantly.
   The secend is the unchangable things, such as the others attitude, the dificients of one's nature, the end of the world. Some thing that you can not change byyourself. We make effort to try to make us become perfect so as to win others who around  like us, to try to make the world full with love.  However, not every thing in this world can change in your control.  Just like some pelple like you in nature but some not. Nomatter how hard you try to make them like you , it does not work. It's not your fault anyway.Why musy you worry since you can not change it, is there any change when you worrying? The anwer is no. So why not just let it go and enjoy your life at present?

It's ok that you do not understand me

Everybody has a ever been wound  ,
it might be deep or shallow, covered with cloth, and seemed to be no traces.
 I spread my most red blood there,
It's ok that you do not understand me.
Everybody has his love,
We pay heart, emotion, attention. moving and touching,
I covered my best ethsiastic emotion there,
It's ok that you do not understand me.
Everybody has tears,
After drunk the cold water, and it turned into warm tears.
I confluence my grievance of my broken-heart  there,
It's ok that you do not understand me.
Everybody has a phrase of confess,
Nervous, upset but full of emotion and courage,
I used the most  lyric words there.
It's ok that you do notunderstand me.
You never see the moment that i love you most,
Because only when i do not see you, i love you most.
You never see the moment that i feel the  loneliest ,
Because only when you can not see me, i feel the loneliest.
Maybe,i can cover my sorrow perfectly.
Maybe,i can comfort myself's broken-heart.
You consider that i can recover quikly,although it sounds something selfish.
I came through the  overcast and rainy  to sunshine, i came through the loblolly and wind.
through the whole journey,i did not blameon you though you can notunderstand me.
I justwant to let you know, when there is no emotion, there is no blame.

lonely

       Actually ,everbody are all get used to the lonely, but the ways of lonely are quite different. In reality, evey one is the king of himself and is dominating his world , do not accept others proposition ,neither allowed others to hear them's, which will make the lonely developed constantly.
      We also get used to forget, because forget is our unchagable fate. There are always somebody enter or leave our world, then ,they disappeared although they were ever been appeared; we forgot although we was ever remembered. In our lives, there are always achievement as well as losing , and then,they disappeared although they were ever been appeared; we forgot although we was ever remembered.
      We chase for hapiness everyday, at the meantime  we pray inour heart silently, hope for that we can own the hapiness truly.However, we ignored that hope and desperate, are always fight closely each other. We will eventually own the only one of them depending on which is more powerful. Therefore, happiness is always the luxury goods in cabinet, we just can look at it but can not reach it ,so it seems that far away from us. Therefore, we get use to trying to forget the so-called "happiness".

still water

shocked, confused, stuned, suspected,pain,gloomy,desperate , all those feelings mixed up and were turning  over and over in my heart^^at that moment ,i understood what is so-called heart broken,what is desperate as well as everything has broken into dust^^as i saw my score of the Teofl test, oh, how terrible feeling it was,almost blowed me to the very verge of despair. After two week's practices, i only improved 7 score, it  also  far from the standard level. Silent ,quiet, i sat here like a hard stone, without soul, pale on face, cold in heart,stiff in my leg and back^^tears in eyes , blood in heart  and inorganized in mind^^i was out of  my state , closed my eyes and deep into meditate, then conscious flowed^^  Imagine,a cup of still water infront of me, pure without any pollution, which is in  its originated state. Suddenly a heavy big dirty stone fall into the water, silente leval began to shake and ripple, it can not keep balance any more, the water was polluted with dirty dusk of the stone, and after the stone sink into the deep of water, the level of water gradually increased, soon the cup can not hold it anymore. It needs a bigger one or the water will overflow, but before getting a bigger cup everything seems not balance anymore. This case just like our human's desire,we persue for reputation, love,high score, money in our daily life in order to get a happiness life. However , weather we really need these to fulfill our happiness? After we achieve those, we will find that we cannot satisfied but only want to get more, like the stone fall into the water and arosed the ripple. Our heart will not quietness anymore but being polluted. As more and more desire get fulfilled, we will impossible to return back to the originated self again!

fish and Zhuangzi

Zhuangzi and Huizi walked along a bridge that with the still water flowing beneath, Zhuangzi said that the fishes in the water are in pleasure becasue their leisureliness swiming .Huizi asked him," You are not that fish ,how do you know they are in pleasure?" Zhuangzi replied," You are not me,how can you know that i donot know if the fishes are in pleasure?"Huizi said ," i am not you, so i do not know your thought; in a similar way, you are not fish,so you do not know if the fishes are in pleasure neither, that's it." Then Zhuangzi said,"Let us date back to the origin, since you asked me that how did i know the fished were in pleasure, you already know that is the fact, but i know it from the bridge." That's a beautiful sophism.

Facing the computer with spring blossoms

From tomorrow on,
 i will be a happy woman;
studying hard, helping people who in need and traveling all over the world.
From tomorrow on,
I will care every event that happened  around me and treasure every minute of my life,
Living in front of a computer,
with spring blossoms.
From tomorrow on,
I will be a happy bird fly freely in ths sky and bring happiness to people who are in gloomy;
Telling them there are always happiness existing in every coner of the world,
If you have an eyes that  good at spotting the peculiarities of beauty,
I will spread it to each of them.
Give  warm hugs to people who i meet with,
Telling them of my happiness and may them be happy as me;
I still believe that where there is lives, there is hapiness,
The key of finding hapiness every moment is to persue hope constantly in desperation,
And never give up yourself.
 May you enjoy happiness in this earthly world!
 I only wish to face the computer, with springflowers blossoming.

the true love

Actually, we know eventually that the phrase “I love you” can not be spoken casually, some times we speak it with decorating shinning fancy colors: pure without being any control and tempt from outside; Holy without mixing any benefit driven; It can be long lasting through many disturbance, be warm two lonely souls through moistening. “I love you”can extraordinary conduce to fascination, lead people sink into a fancy dream .However, when the flashy love is stained with dirty and lost its holy and pure, become filthy and horror, and then the “I love you” turn into a gee-string that is easily broken and make people painful. Actually. It 's nothing at all as long as we just think about that “I love you, but I love my self more than you.” It can be an good explanation to everything , it's originated from the instinct and nature of human beings . As for many people, he might never forget the first person who said “I love you” to him, either can not forget the first person whom he said “I love you” to. What's more, they might not said to only one person of that word during their life. Anyway, I still believe I love you. Maybe this words we have heard many times,and the person who said this words might not be the person whom we love, but people also will be moved when hearing the person who he loved say to him. Maybe, we should ask ourselves these questions when we confront this three words, “ How can we fulfill love? How can we express love? How can we maintain love ? How can we keep love? Having not considered these questions, you'd better do not speak this three words casually. Actually, as for “I love you”, the answer that we wish to hear most is “I love you, can you company with me f?” “I love you ,which makes me happy, and can we both be happy like this forever?” Therefore, when two people spend over their lives together hand in hand, “I love you” will be a full ending. But the “I love you” that we usually speak is just the former part of the whole sentence.

mixture of thought

Leave the man who  can not  appreciate you, which would be the most gorgeous turning around. Although there are some unwillingness in the heart, the suffering of pain will distract your attention and waste your energy on concentrating on study and work.
Somebody deem that beautiful girls are just like vast, however, when the vast  be laid to the right positon, then it will become an artwork. A outstanding woman msut be have both pretty in appearence and wisom in internality(heart).

one question

   Somebody asked me a question that whether the ideology decides on one's life , I deem that it's a very good question. I agreed this idea in some degree due to I always deem that one's ideology will affect his action,  then action will be developed into a kindof habit,  at last the habit will decide his character , the character will lead to the kind of life that he wants to live eventually.

Change my hometown

As the development of globalization of the world, China has stepped into a new era of modernization. More and more people sprung into the big city to make living instead of stay in rural, which has caused the serious transportation problem. If I have a chance to change one thing of my hometown Beijing, I would like to choose improving the traffic jam in there,

First things first, traffic jam is an extremely terrible phenomenon in the capital city Beijing everyday. Especially during the spring transportation, there exists more serious problems than usual. People have to stand long lines to buy tickets of returning hometown. As college students, they often fell it hard to get ticket unless order tickets in advance for at least one month. Large flowing of people on transportation always make traffic broken. When coming across the traffic jam, usually cars crowd during the to and from work time, the worst blocking might last several hours,which will cause that many people late for work and can not carry on their things according to their plan normally. Therefor, traffic jam is to a city what poison is to body ,which might block the development of the City in the future.

Next, traffic jam also produces serious pollution to the environment, neither incoherence the final goal of low-carbon of the world. Traffic jam not only produces large amount of tail gas but also arose the sound pollution. Under thus environment people will not live in healthy life as well as can not go where they want to easily. It has make inconvenient to people's life. So eliminate this phenomenon is a necessity task for the people who live in Beijing.

Above all , traffic jam has no doubt influenced people's normal live seriously and have polluted the environment , at least the sky in Beijing nowadays is not as blue as the past. If this phenomenon can not be eliminate effectively, Beijing as a big city will be lag behind by others in modernization. So if I have the chance to change my hometown Beijing, eliminating the traffic jam is a proper choice.

Parents are the best teacher of children

Parents are to the children what sunshine is to the flower. As we growing up, parents are no doubts playing a significant role in almost every aspect of life. Some people might consider that most of children must have the high quality education in school by their teachers so that they can learn relatively more professional knowledge there. However, in my perspective, parents are the best teacher of children in almost every aspect of their live.

First things first, parents teach their kids not only the skill of surviving, but also the view of the value of life. Their attitude towards life will have influence on children through the daily talking, actions as well as habits that was developed. Thus thoughts and habits will have a potential effect on their children's mind ,which will encourage them to recognize and deal thing as the same style as their parents. What's more, thus attitude towards life will decide them on how to master their own life, on what they want to be as well as on what career they are going to pursue.

Next, parents have unignorant influences on their children of manners in social communication, habits of life as well as making good relationships with others. The character and personage of children will be formed and developed in this way. As an old saying goes in China, “It's the parents' fault to rear but not teach.” Parents should have the responsibility of teaching their children on how to develop a good person.

Above all, parents are the first lecture of one's live as well as the first station of the whole journey of one's experience. We were born by them and imitated them on almost every details as we growing up. Through them we have learned many precious things that can not be learned in school. Therefore, parents are the best teacher of us as well as the greatest engineers of our soul.

One can not only fall in love with one person during his life, there are always different people who are willing to compare with you in different period of time. He might be the person who cares about you in silence when you in gloomy, might be the person who gives you more belief when you in glory, might be the person who was willing to be together with you during the disaster or might be the person who enjoys the happiness with you. In those memories there must be  a person who worth using a life to recall, and there is also one person who you are cherishing by your life.

Thought mixed

        If one day ,you losed the love, please open your hands, the left hand is the past and the right is the future, when you close your hand ,in the middle is your present. You exist between the open and close, so you need not to be gloomy . The past is in one side while the future is in another side. Please do not make your right hand alone, we do not have  much time to waste in the process of opening and closing. You should close what have already past and begin a new page.
       The unsteady life is a long holiday that given by the God, you should enjoy it.When one day the holiday is over,time has moved in one's favor, the life will begin of true.
       I love you not because who you are but because who i am when i am with you; I love you not because your apperance but because my appearance when i am with you; I love you not because what you have done to me but because the things that i can do for you; I love you ,due to you can evocate the most true part of myself. I love you ,because you pass through the field of my heart ,as easy as the sun penetrates the crystal.
       If something really belongs to you ,that is yours forever. When you hold it tighter ,it will be easier losted.
I tried and made efford to do, i treasured it and without regret in my heart. The left part will be depended on fate.
        Love is not the everything of life, the livelihood is.

         I am not greedy, neither want to wait .When i meet someone who's feeling is right ,i will decide. I do not like  glancing to the left and to the right, my time has limit. So i prefer to use my limited time to live a better life with a man than to use my whole life to look for a man.
        When i was in my childhood, i hope that i can grow up quickly. After grown up, i found that i have missed the childhood. When i was single , i envy the sweetness of lovers; when i was in love, i cherish the memory of freedom that being single. There are lots of things that before you get it, you think it's beautiful as well as desire it.After you acquire it you will recognize that we are lossing it while getting it.
      Being a strong woman , one must confront troubles and get over it bravely, forget the persons and things which dissappered. You should try to give up the things that you can not get, and burry the things what can not be touched deeply in heart. It's better enjoy the sunny than you deep into the past that with gloomy and lonely, get rid of helpless and indifference, do not afraid of uncertain things anymore, just tell yourself "You can do it!"
      Why do people shout aloud when they quarreling?The reason lies in when the two indignant  people have lobg distances between their heart. Therefore ,only through shout aloud they heard each other. In the contrast, it is the same reason of people speak in a whisper when they are in love.
      In this world ,no emotions can return back as it's origined. There's been changed a lot as the time flying.The only things can be kept by you is the memory deep in your heart. Yes ,it can not be back, so we must keep forward.
      

gnosis

There is so-called growing up is looking the things that seem light become heaver, and look the things that seem heavy become lighter.
Never explain yourself to anyone , because the people who like you do not need it ,and the peroson who don't like you will not believe it.
I always feel afraid that one day you will discover that i am not as good as you consider in reality, so i am sorry about that.
One needs temper so that he can live with courage.
I prefer myself to become strong instead of blessing my living steady.
The people who do not familiar with me consider that i am quiet, while my friends who know me a little deem that i am a girl of cheerful temper, only my best friends know that i just a madman.
I do not afraid of tomorrow because i have experienced yesterday and love today.
If you can not bear up my worest aspects , then you will not worth owning my best aspects.
The logest distance in the world is not live and death ,it's the distance from Monday to Friday.
I can pretend to be stupid, but do not consider that i am really in low intellectual .
Not every effort can achieve hearvest, but every good hearvest need making effort, which is an unfair issue that can not be reversed.
Sometimes when i say "I am okay", I want someone to look me in eyes ,hug me ,and say" I know you are not."
Do you know that there is one girl or boy who came to this world just to love you.
Sometimes being strong is not a good thing ,due to somebody consider that since you are strong, it's not matter to hurt you and then they will hurt you again.
May be one day we all get old , I will still remenber that your appearance that makes me palpitate with excitement .
May be the sun can not see the sunflower's back forever.

love

 love is not only a vigor of emotions and passions of human beings, it is a state of mind, a freshness of spring deep in the heart.  it not only brings ecstasy which  might seems too good for human life, but also let you know what you are and what you want to be. When you fall in love with someone you can accept almost every thing he has and tolerate whatever unperfact of him. It contains understanding,patient,responsibility,trust,respect,forgive,sacrifice and so on .Love is a holy ,beautiful ,sweet feeling that can make wonders.

Summary of Mark twain ----Mirror of America

Mark twain is considered as the nation’s best –loved author ,the father of Tom and Huck, in people’s eyes he is great writer with a personality of adventure ,patriotism, romanticism ,and humorousness. However, to the author he kept the point that Nark was the person who was cynical, acid for his tragic life, Besides ,he was upset with weakness of the human beings. He was born Samuel Langhorne Clemens and experienced a lot that he ranged across the nation for more than a third of his life. In his early years ,he spent his youth in working in the Mississippi River. As a little pilot he began to recognize the world of the day. Through contact all kinds of characters Mark began to recognize not only the human beings but the differences between people’s words and the behavior. Then with a tuning point come to him ,he left the steamboat and went to the Confederate guerrillas because of the railroads’ development .After having been a soldier there for 2 weeks ,he left them for their retreating. In the west area he infect at the gold and silver fever, but he was defeated by the reality and then got a job as a journalist. Then he left the territorial Enterprise and came to San Francisco. It was the cradle to many an ambitious young writer.

In 1864-1865, the Celebrated Jumping Frog of Calaveras County was published and he became famous. 2 years later the opportunity came for him to take a distinctly American look at the old world. He was assigned to accompany the tourist in a country’s development as a correspondent for  a California newspaper, and soon became well known .

At the age of 36 he  moved to Hartford, Conn. where he lived his most productive years (till 1891), during which he wrote Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn. Besides these two children's classics, he wrote many other important works in his life, among which were Roughing it. He suggest that an  ingredient was missing in the American ambition. Personal tragedy haunted his entire life, bitterness fed on the man who made the world laugh, he also insist that man drop his religious illusions and depend upon himself to make a better life. The last of his own illusions seemed to have crumbled near the end ,on men’s final release from early struggle, he commented with despair that a world which lament them a day for-get them forever.

Being mature

A successful woman must be mature, both in physical and mental. Mature is a process that makes you from a little girl to a charming woman, may be there exists painfulness, however, every individual must be experienced it.   But how can we become mature? You can remember these follow tips that help you to control your life..

  Firstly, do not believe you can conquer the whole world as well as any excellent man by your appearance beauty. Do not consider that you can get everything that you want naturally, and you can be forgiven for your rudeness.  Actually, facing life by a realized attitude would be a correct way that can make you easy.  

        Secondly, keep proud in heart ,love yourself, especially after accept the face of not perfect of yourself, you still love yourself. Trying to keep confidence by heart can make you in a good mood.

        What’s more, do not believe the “forever”, just enjoy the present because nobody can step into the same river twice. The only unchanged thing in this world is change. Therefore, so-called forever is a word that isn’t existence. Enjoy the present happiness is wisdom. Please do not let tomorrow’s grieves reduced today’s happiness , yet do not let tomorrow’s happiness disturb your pace of today’s happiness.

Age 25-----independent year

In China, the whole independence of a girl is not in her 18 age but in her 25 age. This is a golden age, when the teenage period gradually far away from her and her soul is basically formed.  In a long run, the life after that age always have some relationship with the thought of that time. What is love, you must have something understand in mind. What is your need in your life, you must clear in your heart. What’s more, you must make sure that what you should do next ,you must become more firm than God.

      Please remember, firstly, you should rethink your time which have already past, analysis what you have gained and what you have lost, your lessons and regrets, weather your goal have been realized and so on. That will help you understand yourself deeply and encourage your in spirit.

      Secondly, you ’d better fall in love at least once ,and still believe the true love in the world. For most of people, there exist seldom success in their first love. They broke off in their young age mainly due to do not understand how to love others ,but the love in that time must be pure and true. Fall in love with one person and married him in properly time, that will be the most luck time in your life.

       Next, you should be owned enough capability to buy a relatively expensive thing which you profound very much instantly. Being independent is the premise of your happiness in the future life. After you have finished your academic time and step into society, you will have no right to take money from your parents. When you com across something that you profound you can buy it for yourself, as a encouragement or prize, which will be a origin of your confidence.

        As many people notice that, independence is not only an appearance in material, but also a kind of strong inner spirit in one’s heart. A independent girl will be charming everywhere.

Reading books is an effective way to acquire knowledge

 Nowadays, with the fast pace of development of the society, we are in the era of information. Acquiring large amount of knowledge appears more and more significant. However, there are too many ways to get numerous  knowledge, such as through experience, by reading books, surfing internet, communicating with people and so on. There are overwhelmingly majority of people consider that reading books is a significant method to acquire knowledge. In my perspective, reading books is no doubt an effective way to absorb knowledge as well as enlarge your  horizon.

      Firstly, acquiring knowledge though reading books can save you a lot of times. Generally speaking, when reading books, you can scan the page on a whole view as well as select the part which you interested in most. While scanning , you need not to read word by word , instead , you just view groups  of words  every time. In this way ,you not only save times to read more information, but also can get main points easily in a short time.

         Secondly, books are organized in system, and it can make people to get knowledge through a scientist way quickly. Almost every book has a content and it contains the main point and event in order .These arranged  order can make you have a clear outline of the book in your mind. And then you will absorb the knowledge easily.

          Last but not least, through reading books to get knowledge is relatively cheap and easy, comparing with acquiring knowledge through experience is more expensive and difficult. Therefore ,reading books is a beneficial way to get large information especially for young people.

           Above all, reading books can save people’s time to acquiring large amount of knowledge ,make people get information in a scientist way as well as it is cheap and easy .In my mind’s view, book is to human’s life what soul is to a person. Without reading books ,life is like a broken winged bird that can not fly; without reading books ,life is a barren field, frozen with snow.

Useful, Usable, and Used Information

There is no doubt that we possess much information in the life. All the information which we gain is useful. However, when it is apply to the certain situation, therefore, the information is usable for the situation. When it has been used by others, the information is the used information.

All the information that we gain in our daily life is useful, for it tells us a lot of things, and we will become more and more knowledgeable little by little. The information which we learn in school is useful in the life. We know how to figure out the complicated math question. Besides, we are familiar with our history. In addition, we have a basic knowledge about the chemistry and physics. What’s more, we could express ourselves clearly and fluently owing to learning Chinese in school. And we are able to appreciate music and arts in daily life because of being given knowledge in school. It is the information we learn from books that is significant in the life. The information which we gain from daily life also plays role in the life. When there was no weather report, farmers used to predict weather conditions by observing the shy in night. When we fail hundreds of times in the life, we do not give up, and at last we succeed. What we learn from the experience is that we could be successful finally if we try again and again. No matter where the information comes from, we could draw a conclusion that all the information we acquire is useful in life.

It is not exaggerated to say that our life is full of information. No matter what we are doing or we are saying, there is no denying that it contains a piece of information or even more. Not all information we possess is usable for the certain situation. Therefore, whether the information is usable is decided by whether it applies to the situation. Some of knowledge which we have learnt in school might be unusable in the practical situation. For example, a large number of poems we have learnt from books are not usable in the ordinary situation, for there is no necessity quoting the poems. What’s more, if the person who we are talking with does not have a good command of poems, the conversation will no long continue. There is another illustration which can prove that not all information is usable. Jokes are usable when a person is sorrowful for losing his or her loves. All in all, some information is unusable sometimes.

For most of us, the information we get is from others and it has been used by others. Therefore, we call it used information. Isaac Newton has used the law of gravitation to explain why the apple dropped onto the ground not the sky. As a result, the law of gravitation is a piece of used information. And there is too much used information to list in the life.

We are living the life full of different kinds of information. And it benefits us much in daily life.

Views on Chinese education

      As the China opening to the world as well as the development of our society, more and more people choose to applying university to accept education and even continue education after they graduate from high school. There are overwhelmingly majority of people have recognized that the significance of education and its connection of their direction of careers. In China, children begin to go to school at the age of seven, it takes them for six years to finish primary school. After primary school, the students will go to junior middle school without having to pass the exam. Education at this level is compulsory, junior middle school education lasts for three years. It will take 3 years for senior middle school students. Regarding college, senior middle school graduates have to pass competitive exam in order to enter college. The college education takes them for 4 years. And if they want to get further education, they will spend another 3-6 years for Bachelor degree and Master degree. Though we spent nearly 20 years to finish all the study. It is not necessary to achieve our desired results.

  

     But China's education still has its advantage. Such as, through China's education, students will get a solid foundation. This would be benefit for us to learn other more advanced things in the future.

     From above all of my view on Chinese education, I have a tendency that Chinese education is not so satisfactory for the majority of students , I hope that one day our education system will absorb the advantages of advanced education measures from foreign countries and  improved greatly.

you will understand gradually

Gradually,you will learn that you will easily hurt yourself when you care others too much;
Graduallly, you will learn that there are fewer and fewer people who keep close relationship with you as time flies;
Gradually ,you will learn that one shoud care himself ,due to there are rare people who really care about you, they might be absent when you have accident or need help. So you must care about yourself.
Gradually, you will learn that you might not get respond of the person who you really care about, instead ,the person who you always ignored might be the one who care about you the most .
Gradually, you will learn that there are too many things what you  meet just by chance ,and only can own them one time.
Gradually ,you will learn that sometimes when you fall in love you might not devote the whole heart ,may be the relationship lies in benifit in some degree ,or lies in comparing with otheres.
Gradually, you will learn that it is no use to debate with others   ,nomatter who is right or wrong, due to it will not has a result .
Gradually, you will learn that when you come across something that you not in mood, you should not desire of others showing sympathy to you,most of them will respond you with indifferance. Moreover, it will make them look down of you.
Gradually ,you will learn that there are too many things what not belong to you ,even if you impose  , you can not get them. And God will condemn you for donging that .
Gradually, you will learn that not all things that you have done have meaning, but you can feel that everything you have done will become a kind of memory to you.
Gradually ,you will learn that people's character  exist too many difference.
Gradually, you will learn that many people who you met before will have changed a lot that you even don't recognize, however, please keep the memory.
Gradually ,you will learn that from now on you should hold the  people who you can hold ,and give up people who you can not hold, you'd better not loose many people just in order to hold one person.
Gradually, you will learn that you should respect yousef, because your self-respect  might means nothing in other's heart.

Gradually, you will learn that the realism is cruel.

What is value?

  To everybody ,life is only once ,the eventually result is only death. However ,the process is belong to you and you may experienced various adventures in your lifetime. The most valuable thing  to one is the precious  process, we will gain what we have sown.

       Value is a state that through out hardship and  get over it at last. As everybody knows ,the beautiful butter fly dancing in the flowers, it is very hard for it to survive in this cure world. God is always a fair man ,when he closes your door, he will open a window to you. He gives the butter fly wings to  fly freely in the sky, but cruelly  makes them  hardly through out their cocoons. When butterfly struggled painful in its cocoon, it must   squeeze its blood into its wings, or it can not fly after get out. With no one can  be resorted ,it must depend on itself. The butter fly’s beautiful seems something of pathos, but it illustrated the beautiful as exerting and splendid. In their life time, their value is to struggle constantly for glorious ,  and to contribute a life time to approve the value of life. No one can avoid getting old and die ,some live in honor and famous ,while some live in ordinary. Their values of live are quite different.  But since results are all the same ,why  not live in wonderful and colorful ourselves? Like a moth darting into a flame, like a match burned itself and bring the light, the value of the moth lies in flying , and the value of the match is burning .Whatever you do you should pay for it in some degree, sometimes, the cost might be the whole life, that is the value of life.

           Human life is like  travel ,the most precious as well as splendid thing is the process of your experience. And that so-called destinations is just stations that starting the next journey. The best way you can do is to slowdown your step as well as taste every sweetness and sorrow you come cross, then enjoy it .Only in thus way can you discover the value and meaning of your life.

TAIK WITH WHO

        It is sometimes really difficult to find  someone to talk with ,to share thoughts with wherever you are. May be you are the person who are easy going with , many people recognize you and have good relashionships with you. However ,you will gradually find that even with your family whom you meet day and night or your cloest partner ,you might not be able to talk to them in some cases ,you can not speak to them whatever you come up with , because you can not don't care about if  the words are impolite ,care about self blame and fear being ignored and being scold.
        Among the numerous people, lots of faces you have familared with , and there are also hundreds of names in your telephone book.  When you turn on your cell phone , you scan names one after another, how many people will be easy for you to disturb whenever you want to , and talk whatever to them  according you will?
         Sometimes ,we would rather speak to ourselves again and again over thousands of  times by heart ,but instead of tolding it to others who companing with us. Some kinds of sadness , aggresive things as  well as experiences or mood , others have not ever expericed it ,so they certainly can not have the same feelings with you .
         Occasionally, there are also  freshness of spring sprung frome the deep of our heart  ,we will express our true feelings and ethusiasim , exchange in eyes ,warm it in hearts .However ,we will regret ourselves' immature due to there are always  distance between heart and heart and even they will not walk the same trace.
         We  become more and more virtue as grown up , cannot find out the true easily ,and cannot  experess our true feelings. Our heart , was ever pure as snow  ,but now  how can we find the pure heart  back?
         Life in front of you just like a huge pyramid , when we was young ,we meet with lots of people and had lots of words with them, you can say anything. However, as you grown up ,we may gradually find that peoples who can listen to you ,speak with you become fewer and fewer ,somethings finding a person to taik with become a luxuary desire. We might have only one closest friend who can listen to your feelings and understand you when you are lonely ,maybe there is nobody.

Childhood

      There are too many precious things in this world, everyone has the thing that he considered the most valuable to keep, sometimes  even a leavf. ,due to it contains particular meaning ,you might keep it and treasure it for a long time ,every thing has emotion ,but the different people have different understanding. Childhood ,is a particular and full of fancy period that everyone must experience ,and it is also the most beautiful time in the world ,because it is pure and do not have any pollution. Nomatter laugh or cry , all of this are the true espression of the inner heart. As the time fly, the childhood become more and more far away from us. Just as the precious marble, although it is beautiful ,however ,it is also easy to roll away.There are too many things that wo have to confront as we grown up. Anyway, some people's emotion toward childhood become deeprer and deeper ,and even can not get over it.
     Childhood is the sea of hapiness, on the beach of memory. there have numerous shells,  some gloomy,  which cause a period of sadnees memory ;some shinny, which make people remembered the happiness and interesting experience .
      Childhood ,is the outline of the time which have gone, is the mark of the old yellow photos. It is as warm as the spring ,as shinny as the flower, you can not find when it will be end .When look back, evrythings seemed to become blur . I try to find it back  and taste it ,try to seek  a pure heart of a child ,try to seek the unmature dream of a child ,try to seek the trace that i have experienced ,seek the shadow under a tree and a warm leg……However , it can  be seen only the reality ,but the people have already change ,one can not be what he was . It seems may be a little sadness but it is one must pay for his grown up. In the process of grown up ,one may get muture in ideology, experices , larger horizon and knowledge ,skills in all roungded ways and many friends but he may lost a pure heart and dream of a child, being a adult is a good thing but it is also horor in some degree.
     In the voice of the repeating again and again of reading textbooks, childhood become more and more away from us. Childhood is a beautiful painting picture which be drawed of my deep trace of steps  ; Childhood is a ballad which contained my babyish voice.

what is the true success?

What is the true success? In my perspective ,the true success is living a life in health , happiness,and being succedded in all around ways. That is after fully recognizing yourself ,understand the mainly factors such as what's you interest, gift ,advantages, characteres , abilities ,person resources, dreams ,the trend of the development of society and so on ,then you make a scientifical decision ,that is also after you having planed your live and acheive the eventual sucess. Otherwise, the most precious potencial of a child will be wasted and  they will spend their live in vain. However ,how to dig out one's potencial and make full use of them ,how to realize one's character in all around way? May be it will be a difficoult process and a long way .

There is a sort of feeling……

There is a sort of sadness called smile,
 there is a sort of smile called  desperate,
 there is a sort of desperete called conceal，
 there is  a sort of conceal called leave ,
 there is  a sort of leave called farewell,
 there is a sort of farewell called turn back,
 there is a sort of thrun back called affliction，
 there is a  sort of affliction called forget.

there is a sort of feeling that is called " bitterness but hapiness", sometimes the pain in physical can release the suffering of spirit ,the "bitterness" have both effection of expressing "love " and releasing the suffering in spirit.
There is a sort of feeling  that makes you  happiness ,but it is the origin of your sadness ;
there is a sort of feeling  is beautiful ,but it makes you realize your  ugly;
there is a sort of feeling that you really try to forget ,but it is always compare with you;
there is a sort of feeling that you extreamly willing to told to others, but it still be buried in your heart;
there is a sort of feeling that makes you feeling light ,but it is becoming more and more heavy in your heart;
there is a sort of felling that you try to ignore it , but it has made you became a strong man from a children.

Music

Music  is playing an ignorance role in our human’s daily life.

Music  is to our heart what sunshine is to flowers. Moreover ,few things can influence the human being’s soul so greatly, for it is the freshness of the deep springs of life. Sometimes it is like great winds ,blow me hither and thither ,in a wayward course ,over the deep ocean of happiness, reaching to the very verge of ecstasy,

  Music is a description of a feeling-----an inner fire and an outer radiance, a basic satisfaction with what one is plus a reaching out to become more.

 For instance, one of the masterpiece of the British famous songwriter Edward Elgar----Snow flake. The smoothly but a little gloomy rhythm reflected a scene that the snowflake were gone with the wind in winter ,slowly and slightly.  The ground were all covered with whiteness, the heart as the white snow ,clean and purity, without any  pollution .Even if when the snow melt as the sunrise ,heart will still insistent as whiteness, purity and clean.

The rate of this music is slow ,but appears  holy, brings you a state of mind, a quality of imagination ,a vigor of emotions .It reflects the writer’s clinging to his dreams ,faithful belief.

Add love to a house and you have a home；add righteousness to a city and you have a community; add truth to a pile of bricks and you have school; add music to life and you have a high quality and colorful life!

Therefore, I would like to try to let music fulfilled my life .For if music die ,life is a broken winged bird that can not fly; if music disappear, life is a barren field ,frozen with snow.

journal 4------If you are in the University alone, please live a life like this

      If  you are alone, please  make exert to reading books ,making effort to practice on your writing, that will be good for your future.
      If you are alone, please keep it like this. Do not listen to the songs of Zhanghuimei, Chenyixun and Zhangxueyou .Do not read Zhangailing,  read newspaper and journals. 
Be a person who is rich in heart , a person who is deep ,weather you happy or not ,do not espress it on your face, you should bury it in heart.
If you are alone, please keep it like this.You do not need to pretend fairlady or good man, do not need to tey to pretend kindness and mature, just be yourself . Do whatever you want to do ,go wherever you like to go, to be a cool man whoever as you like.But you can not waste and luxury .Just consider yourself is perfect enough.
      If you are alone, please keep it like this. Nomatter what it will be like ,you should keep independent and be strong in heart. Do not rely on others to do everything for you. You should concentrate on your work,or learn to earn money as early as possible ,make different plan for your life .Try to make exert to become a responsible person, keep positive attitudes and full of confidence.
      If you are alone, please keep it like this.
      If you are alone, please keep it like this.
      You can be alone ,but you can't be lonely.
      You can be loneliness , but you can't be empty.
      You can be depression, but you can't be degenerate.
      You can be disappoint ,but you can't give up yourself.
      Please remember , a child without unbrella must run exertly.

journal ----Difference between Jiang jie shi and Mao ze dong

As we all know, Mao ze dong and Jiang jie shi both were outstanding leaders of China during the epoch  of revolution. They all made significant contributions to our country in different degree.

       Compare of their early life in modernist China, as people  who have read about their biographies know , in 1887, Jiang jie shi was born in the family which doing the job as salt merchant in the province of Zhejiang, their statues were not very  high at that time and also were not wealthy, just reached the family which  in middle class .While Mao ze dong was born in  the Shao mountain in  Hunan province in 1893 , his father worked hard throughout a lifetime  and eventually made his family into the middle class.

Both of them origined from the family in middle class. However, different experiences ,environment and conditions around had shaped their distinct ideologies towards the people of the world .

 On  contrast of Jiang ,Mao was a poet and he was also  fascinated in philosophy , which had a deep influence on his temperament in a strong romantics. He was also full of the spirit of adventures , and didn't always keep the routine.  Regardless of the tiny detail whatever he did ,he always paid more attention on the whole aspect. Because he only care about on the large scale of problems, main factor of  the thing, he was good at  make plan on the whole. When he  visited the president Nixon and Kissinger, he declared  firstly,” I do not intend to talk about the problems on detail, only want to discuss about philosophy and that detail problems  will be discussed by my Zhou’en lai and Kissinger. ” It reflected his character properly. In 1945, Mao visit Jiang to have a negotiation in Chongqing province, he sent one of his poets of “snow—Qin yuan chun” to Luiyazi ,which were published on the newspaper in Chongqing, caused great attention of people at that time. Knowing about this, Jiang jie shi got indignant furiously due to he was not able to write poet. However, he had to ordered his understrappers  to organize some of  literators to wrote a more nobby  poets than  Mao, and to compare over with Mao. As a result ,they all failed to create a poet which as full of imagination as Mao. From this little thing we can see the distance on literature between Mao and Jiang.

Of course ,compared with Mao, Jiang appeared lacking of imagination ,illusion and romantic. He was more prissy and routines ,profound of red tapes, which also had its advantages. After Jiang came to Taiwan, he advocated  the persevering of the steadily development, which had produced great  beneficial to Taiwan’s economy buildings. While in China continent ,after Mao established the foundation of the new Chinese communist party and leaded a  stable politic power, and had not that kind of crisis in dangerous, his characteristic of romantic  became to out of water naturally. From the period of movement of Great Advance  to the movement of the Culture Revolution, he conducted various of movement one after another,  which leaded people deep bog down into the mutual struggle painfully, they distrusted each other and certainly had no energies to develop the economy. Therefore , it  has  somewhat relation of the cause of the economy in continent lag behind Taiwan.

Moreover which have to be mentioned about is that, the experience of Mao and Jiang are quite different ,and they were also distinct in the childhood environment , therefore, their ideology  and attitude toward the society and people in various class are different completely. In many cases, Mao usually tend to the labor workers who are in low   classes, and profound to be among the poverty people, worried what they were worried, care for them , understood them deeply and even dropped tears when hearing about their suffers. However, he appeared not very care about the people who were in wealthy and those above  middle class family, which is formed an apparently position to Jiang.  We’ve  never seen a case about Jiang among the people who were in poverty, and even paid attention to their struggle life and hardship fate. Although he was ever talked about the peasantry and workers ,mentioned about people., however, what he really care about is the Belgravia in society,  especially  the gerentocratic . This situation also had some influence on their attitudes  towards the intelligentsia. The National Army failed in continent , but successes in Taiwan of building its economy, which mainly owned to the Jiang’s attaching importance to the intelligentsias and exports .

Jiang had the parentage of salt merchant, naturally, which caused him didn’t abhor towards merchant. Growing up  coastally，he believed especially that communicating with outsides was a good thing. He was ever  gone abroad ,such as Japan and Soviet Russia. He had learned about the advanced military affairs in Japan and the military force in Soviet Russia. Therefore ,he attached great importance to the exports in foreign country. There were various exports come from Soviet Russia, America, German and Japan who had worked for Jiang. After he receded to Taiwan, he  invited more foreign exports  to come there for programming and scheming the  building of economy in Taiwan proactively. As the Nation Army stepped into the politic stage, they widely absorbed various  intelligentsias and exports in economy, culture  laws and other areas .In that way ,they funded the base of the steadily developed society of Taiwan.

Journal ----- first touch in SPSU

2011.1.15
        This days i woundered around the Southern Polytechnic University with my freinds .  i saw ,i think , i feel  about the environment there,and also something about the life.  Sometiomes i only feel empty ,this terrible emty, like great winds , blow me hither and tither ,reaching to the very verge of desapire.  I didn't kown what did it origin from ,maybe something relate to my fall day willl come, maybe the relatiohship with others ,maybe the obstacles in language , maybe feeling the non-confidence amoung peoples and also maybe the coulture shocks that being confronted of me . Sometimes i really really want to walk just myself, i want to walk as lonely as a cloud ,but i found it seems almost impossible. When i choose alone ,fearness will occupy me ,around me as well as  treaten me that I couldn't help myself . Why do i  always fall in this bad mood ?Why  do i couldn't feel any happiness now? There exist a big comparision between  now and the first day i reached there. I think that the most effective way to help myself to get out of this bad state is only to dig out the cause of the whole thing ,about why  my  value of the world had occured such great change ,what meanning did i considered about my life, what  i really care about and so on . The biggest reason that i easily got disappear lies on there still exist  great distant between what my imagination and the reality . I used to fancy the crue reality to beautiful and virtue ,that is concidered not reasonable. However ,almost everybody could not help themself to dip into this kind of will and that is also difficult to control ourselves to away from these unreasonable imagination. In that way , learning to control our think mode is a significant thing through the experience in America.  Not all the thing in America are  good and exellent ,there is also darkness, terrible things in reality. We must learn to accept it and adapt to it, adapting  environment is also a goal of study in America.
   

jurnal -----angry

i  couldn't help myselfe to fall  in great indignent due to  the computer died when i writing my first journal in this term . Because i have not save it ,all the digital content got loosed . That is really terrible  thing that i confront ! i really do not know how to describe my state when this occured. There is only one solution ,that it to rewrite it agian although i hate to repeat one certain thing again and again ,that will be dull in  my perspective.