There is a sort of feeling……

There is a sort of sadness called smile,
 there is a sort of smile called  desperate,
 there is a sort of desperete called conceal，
 there is  a sort of conceal called leave ,
 there is  a sort of leave called farewell,
 there is a sort of farewell called turn back,
 there is a sort of thrun back called affliction，
 there is a  sort of affliction called forget.

there is a sort of feeling that is called " bitterness but hapiness", sometimes the pain in physical can release the suffering of spirit ,the "bitterness" have both effection of expressing "love " and releasing the suffering in spirit.
There is a sort of feeling  that makes you  happiness ,but it is the origin of your sadness ;
there is a sort of feeling  is beautiful ,but it makes you realize your  ugly;
there is a sort of feeling that you really try to forget ,but it is always compare with you;
there is a sort of feeling that you extreamly willing to told to others, but it still be buried in your heart;
there is a sort of feeling that makes you feeling light ,but it is becoming more and more heavy in your heart;
there is a sort of felling that you try to ignore it , but it has made you became a strong man from a children.