TAIK WITH WHO

        It is sometimes really difficult to find  someone to talk with ,to share thoughts with wherever you are. May be you are the person who are easy going with , many people recognize you and have good relashionships with you. However ,you will gradually find that even with your family whom you meet day and night or your cloest partner ,you might not be able to talk to them in some cases ,you can not speak to them whatever you come up with , because you can not don't care about if  the words are impolite ,care about self blame and fear being ignored and being scold.
        Among the numerous people, lots of faces you have familared with , and there are also hundreds of names in your telephone book.  When you turn on your cell phone , you scan names one after another, how many people will be easy for you to disturb whenever you want to , and talk whatever to them  according you will?
         Sometimes ,we would rather speak to ourselves again and again over thousands of  times by heart ,but instead of tolding it to others who companing with us. Some kinds of sadness , aggresive things as  well as experiences or mood , others have not ever expericed it ,so they certainly can not have the same feelings with you .
         Occasionally, there are also  freshness of spring sprung frome the deep of our heart  ,we will express our true feelings and ethusiasim , exchange in eyes ,warm it in hearts .However ,we will regret ourselves' immature due to there are always  distance between heart and heart and even they will not walk the same trace.
         We  become more and more virtue as grown up , cannot find out the true easily ,and cannot  experess our true feelings. Our heart , was ever pure as snow  ,but now  how can we find the pure heart  back?
         Life in front of you just like a huge pyramid , when we was young ,we meet with lots of people and had lots of words with them, you can say anything. However, as you grown up ,we may gradually find that peoples who can listen to you ,speak with you become fewer and fewer ,somethings finding a person to taik with become a luxuary desire. We might have only one closest friend who can listen to your feelings and understand you when you are lonely ,maybe there is nobody.